I FOUND A NEW PATH!

Four years, ups and downs of wonderment and disappointment; it was everythng i did ever hope for but yeah sometimes you are simply unlucky to get it, now i learned how to bear it. These are my dreams and i'll keep holding them and never let go as long as i exist. I have one more year to sacrifice in my life and thats gonna be it! I will give one more chance to my being and if it doesnt work again then ima be awesome! Countless hours of learning more and countless hours of knowing less, now i see that life directs you whereever it wants but the thing that i should do is to keep dreaming, dreaming of becoming one..

Dancing is my late discovered passion i shall admit. I know i dont have a background except dancing folk for 2 years but i stil have that little light in me that makes me believe that if try hard i could get deep in this life and success. Being on the stages is not a matter of fame or something but its a matter of finding your inner demons and angels there. i found my demons and angels there two years ago and compelled them to stay inside, now ima release them out so i can show my inner fights to people by dancing on the stage under black lights...
I used to have big dreams..dreams of a fanciful life, money, luxury, family, respect, and happiness...now i have only happiness to dream of! this time ill take it slow because im just an ordinary person now that i see it; as opposite to my parents i dont know which way to go so maybe i should take it slow...And now i am ready to give what it takes and im gonna be alone this time.. This time i will compete with myself...